Altered Destinies
by Annie
"Hi,
I'm Carson Daly, welcome back to TRL. Today there are thousands of
people all lined up around Times Square, hoping to get a glance at
today's most successful band, *NSync, who are going to be arriving
on the show shortly."
Carson
paused as the audience in the studio started screaming.
"So,
we're going to take a break, and when we get back, the guys from
*NSync are going to be here, and we'll hear all about their new
album and their lawsuit with Lou Pearlman. Stay right there."
Justin
Timberlake made sure that every part of him looked good as he looked
in the large mirror backstage on the set of TRL.
It was
always important to try and look his best, to try not to be
upstaged, but it never worked. The group had gotten together about
four years ago, and Justin had thought that since he and JC Chasez,
his fellow bandmate, were the lead singers, they would be the most
popular.
That
wasn't the case, and it drove Justin insane. Joey Fatone and Chris
Kirkpatrick, two more bandmates, had their small share of fans that
lusted after them, and that was fine with Justin, as long as more
people loved him.
And he
hated that he was the lead singer, he worked harder, he danced
better, and the fans still loved Brandon the best. Justin frowned as
the picture of Brandon Crane, the group's bass singer, came into his
mind. Just a little shorter than JC, and just as skinny, Brandon had
it all. He had dark brown hair that he put golden blonde highlights
in, his teeth were perfectly straight, and everyone fell for his
deep green eyes.
Justin
sighed and tried to flatten his curly hair just a little bit. It
didn't help either, that Brandon was only a year older than him.
Their birthdays were even in the same month, and to the media,
Justin and Brandon were best friends.
To the
media, Brandon was a nice, humble guy.
To
Justin, he was an asshole.
Sure,
Chris, Joey, and JC put up with Brandon, but he didn't really bother
them. Brandon knew all of the right buttons to push with Justin, and
no matter what he did, Justin just couldn't seem to ever get the
upper hand on him.
"Time
to go, curly," Chirs said, coming into the dressing room. Justin
checked himself one more time, and decided, by looking at him, that
he would at least look better than Chris.
"Hey,
welcome back to TRL, where I have the guys of *NSync standing right
here with me," Carson said as the audience started screaming.
"Hi
guys, good to have you here. All right, so we hear that you're
coming out with a new album pretty soon, and that ought to please
the fans."
"Yeah,
the album is in the preproduction works right now, and we're
planning on the release date to be sometime early next year," JC
said.
"Does
your current lawsuit with Lou Pearlman have anything to do with the
delay of the album's release?"
"We're
hoping that everything can be settled soon, and since we're not
really at liberty to talk much about the lawsuit..." Chris said,
letting his sentence trail off.
"So,
Brandon, will you be getting more solos now that you guys have more
say in the songs on this new album?" Carson asked, trying to get the
topic off the lawsuit, as it was obviously a very touchy subject.
Brandon laughed and flashed the camera a grin.
"Well, if Justin can give up his precious song time, probably."
"It's
not my fault I sound better than you," Justin said, flashing
everyone his trademark grin. To everyone watching, it looked like
they were joking. To the band, it was genuine meaning.
Carson
laughed and said, "Well, we've got to get into the number five
video, but *NSync will still be here when it's over. Number five
today is Blink 182 with "What's My Age Again?"
"I
hate going on that show, Carson Daly is such a flake," Brandon
muttered as the group loaded into their limo.
"Everyone's a flake to you, Brandon. Probably
because you *are* one yourself," Joey said with a grin.
"At
least I fit into size four pants," Brandon said.
"Hey,
he was kidding man," JC said.
"Even
kidding hurts Brandon's larger-than-life ego," Justin muttered, and
no one heard him.
"I
think Carson Daly is a nice guy, that has to put up with screaming
fans and the pressure to impress every famous person he meets," JC
said as the limo headed back to their hotel.
"Whatever. He's still a flake, and when do we
meet our new manager at Jive, and when do we have to go back to
court?" Brandon asked.
"It's
your turn to keep track of all the business stuff for this week,"
Chris said.
"No,
it's not, it's Justin's week," Brandon argued.
"It is
not, my week was last week. It said so on the business schedule,"
Justin said.
"God,
like I even keep those. Anyway, we wouldn't have this problem if one
of you was actually *good* at business and all that crap."
"Look
who's talking Mr. I-suck-worse-than-Joey-at-business," Justin
commented.
"Hey!"
Joey exclaimed.
"Guys,
not now, okay? I'll look it up when we get back to the hotel," JC
said.
"Whatever," Brandon muttered.
James
Lance Bass always went by Lance, because he thought that James
sounded to professional, and Jim was kinda dorky. He glanced at his
watch and saw that it was eight o'clock. He hadn't even realized it,
he had been so into what he was working on.
When
Lance had first been hired by Jive Records, he never thought he'd be
where he was at that moment. One of Jive's big-shot managers. One of
the real money makers for the company. Someone who actually got to
go somewhere in life. Someone who would become the new manager of
the hottest music sensation on the planet, starting at nine the next
morning.
Most
people that Lance worked with thought that this new career turn
would change Lance, that it would turn him from "Nice southern boy"
to "Evil, corporate business guy". Lance worked with some pretty
scummy people, who had either slept their way up, or cheated their
way up, and when he had gotten his promotion about three years ago,
he promised himself that he would never be like those coworkers he
despised.
This
new opportunity wasn't going to change that.
Lance
grabbed his briefcase and flipped off the lights to his office,
locking the door on his way out. As he walked down the hallway to
the elevator, he heard someone calling him.
"Lance, you're still here. Good, we need to
talk."
Lance
groaned inwardly. It was Jerry Smith, probably the most sleazy guy
in the whole building. Jerry had been the only executive manager at
Jive when Lance had worked in a lower station, but the "boys
upstairs" had been so impressed with Lance's work, that they made
one more executive manager spot available, and placed him in it.
Lance knew that had always bothered Jerry, and he knew it bothered
him even more that Lance had been assigned as *NSync's manager.
Jerry had been assigned as Backstreet Boy's manager, and Lance
hadn't been jealous. Jerry had been working longer in the business.
When *NSync had suddenly made the huge move to Jive, Jerry had been
sure he would get them as well. That hadn't been the case, and it
had pissed the hell out of Jerry.
"Lance, about tomorrow, I know that *NSync is
meeting up with you, and I just wanted to give you a few pointers,
since I have experience in meeting and managing successful bands,"
Jerry said.
Lance
smiled and hit the elevator button. "Thanks Jerry, but I've already
talked to Mr. Robbins about it."
Mr.
Robbins was "the big boys upstairs". He was the guy Lance and Jerry
reported too. He was the big boss, the one everyone was scared of.
"Oh,
well, I was just offering. If you need any help, just let me know,
and I'll be sure to take over for you," Jerry told Lance with a
false smile.
"I'm
sure you will," Lance replied as the elevator door opened and he
stepped inside.
'God
is this really happening? Am I really here?' Lance thought nervously
as the elevator moved downward.
He
just hoped he would be prepared enough for the biggest moment of his
life.
He didn't know it would be the biggest moment in
more ways than one.
"So
what's his name anyway?" Brandon asked, making sure his nails looked
all right.
"Who's
name?" Chris asked, holding onto the door handle as the limo turned
a corner sharply.
"Our new
manager," Brandon said, like Chris was stupid for not automatically
knowing the answer.
"Lance.
Lance Bass," JC said, looking at a piece of paper. "Woah, check this
out guys, he's only 20 years old. And he's that successful? Wow."
"Excuse
me, I believe two people in this limousine are younger than that,
and have become more successful than some manager at Jive Records,"
Brandon said haughtily.
"I'm
talking about in the regular business world, Brandon, not boy-band
land," JC told him.
"How
much longer?" Brandon asked, changing the subject.
"We're
here," Joey said as the limo pulled up to a large office building
with the words Jive Records across the front.
The five
band members got out, and their security guards, which had followed
in another limo, pulled up and got out, coming over to the boys
before a mass of screaming fans could see them or something.
They
entered the building and saw three guys standing by the reception
desk. One had really gray hair and a huge stomach, and the guys were
reminded briefly of Lou Pearlman. The one standing in the middle had
brown hair on the sides of his head, but he was completely bald on
top. He had a sharp, pointed up nose and beady brown eyes.
"He
looks like a rat," Justin whispered to JC, indicating the middle
man, and JC tried to choke down his laugh.
"Hello
boys, I'm Reginald Robbins, and this is your official welcome to
Jive Records," the old, fat man said, extending his hand. Each of
the guys shook it.
"This is
Jerry Smith, he manages the Backstreet Boys," Reginald said, and
they boys all shook Jerry's hand as well.
"And
this is Lance Bass, your new manager." Justin looked over at him,
and saw that he looked nothing like the other two. He was slender,
and he had spiked up blonde hair, and intense green eyes. And,
Justin noticed as they shook hands, a killer smile.
"I just
want to say, before I officially become your manager and -have- to
say these things, you guys are so talented. If you weren't already
sitting on top of the world, I'd tell you that's where you'd be
heading."
"Yeah,
too bad we beat you to the punch," Brandon said, giving Lance a
grin. Lance gave Brandon a smile back, and Justin noticed that it
was false. That made him glad, that Lance could see right through
Brandon.
"Well, I
can take you guys on a tour of the building if you want, but there's
really not much to see," Lance said, and Justin wished he'd stop
smiling, because he couldn't stop looking at him.
"Well,
we really can't-"
"We'd
love to go on a tour," Justin said, interrupting Brandon.
"Uh...
Lance, don't you have to work out some legal papers or something? I
can take these boys on a tour," Jerry said, approaching Lance.
Lance
decided not to make a scene and said, "Sure Jerry, just don't get
lost this time."
Jerry
looked over and saw all of *NSync trying not to laugh. He
straightened his brown dress jacked and said, "Right then. This way,
boys."
Lance
gave the guys one last smile and waved. Justin hoped he wasn't the
only one who waved back.
"All
right, this is the first floor. We have lots of offices on this
floor," Jerry said as the guys followed him.
"Don't
you have offices on every floor, hence this being an office
-building-?" Joey asked, trying to sound serious.
"What
about this guy, Lance? Is he good at what he does?" Brandon asked,
changing the subject. "He seems too young to be at such a high
position at such a successful business company."
"Well,"
Jerry said with a laugh. "It's easy to get to the top when you slip
it to the big boys, if you know what I mean."
"You
mean he got to where he is by having sex?" Brandon asked bluntly.
Justin
looked at Jerry, and he didn't really believe him. "Lance doesn't
seem like the type to earn his job dishonestly."
Jerry
looked at Justin. "You don't even know Lance."
"We
don't know you. Why should we trust what you say?" Joey asked, not
believing what Jerry had suggested either. Lance had seemed too
nice, but there was something about Jerry that made everyone edgy.
"You
boys take everything too seriously, I was joking," Jerry said,
adjusting his tie, and Justin could tell that he was nervous.
"Can we
see the rest of the building now?" JC asked.
Jerry
nodded and they continued on with their tour.
"Do you
think what Jerry said is true?" Brandon asked, as Chris and Joey
jumped into the pool and splashed him, JC, and Justin.
"No, I
think that guy's a sleaze and a half. No wonder he's the Backstreet
Boy's manager," Justin said, wiping the water from his face.
"He said
he was just kidding, but I definitely think there's something going
on between him and Lance," JC said, wiping off his sunglasses.
"You
think they're having sex?" Brandon asked.
"No, you
pervert, I mean that they have problems with each other. Wasn't it
obvious, the way Jerry jumped at the chance to take us on tour, and
how Lance didn't say anything. I think Jerry's jealous. I mean, the
guy's like, what? Forty something, and Lance is only 20."
"Yeah,
and I mean, we're a lot bigger than the Backstreet Boys, so of
course Jerry's going to be jealous," Brandon said.
"Wow,
the ego grew even more," Justin muttered.
"The
Backstreet Boys have talent, Brandon, and they're big too," JC said.
"Yeah,
talent's the only thing they've got. You guys should just be
thankful that I'm in this group, because without me, who would love
you guys?"
Justin
clenched his fists, but didn't say anything, while JC was glad he
was wearing sunglasses so Brandon couldn't see his look.
"Hey,
albino boys, you wanna come swimming with us?" Chris asked from the
pool.
"That's
why we're sitting here, because we don't want to be albino boys," JC
said, going back to his magazine.
"Sure,
I'll come," Justin said, taking off his wifebeater and jumping into
the pool right in front of Brandon's chair.
Justin
hoped he had soaked him.
Jerry
walked into Lance's office to see Lance typing up a document on the
computer.
"You
need something, Jerry?" Lance asked, not even turning his attention
away from the screen.
"Look,
about those boys, I've already told you, but I'll say it again. You
can't handle them. I'm sure if you requested it to Reggie, he'd let
you take the Backstreet Boys and give me *NSync. I have more
experience, Lance."
"Look, I
know you're only asking this because you want a bigger paycheck,
Jerry, but I don't. I love this job, and I'd do it for free. I'm
sorry that I got the job you wanted, but you have the Backstreet
Boys, and that's a great accomplishment."
"You
don't even know what's out there in the world Lance. You're just
barely an adult, you probably still go to clubs with your friends on
weekends, and party until dawn. You're not responsible, and you
don't deserve this job."
Lance
turned away from his screen and looked at Jerry.
"I
worked ten times harder than you ever had to so I could get to where
I am now. We both know how you got your job, so let's talk about who
deserves what," Lance said.
Jerry
narrowed his eyes. "Fine. Take *NSync and shove them up your ass, I
don't care. Backstreet Boys are going to make a comeback, and then
we'll see who manages the better band."
Jerry
turned to leave, but Lance called out his name and he stopped.
"What?"
Jerry asked, turning around.
"Did you
ever think that maybe the reason Backstreet Boys aren't big anymore
is because of you?"
"Just
wait Lance, everyone gets what's coming to them. Even two faced
little brats like you."
Lance
and Jerry just glared at each other for a moment before Jerry turned
and left.
Justin
looked at the digital clock next to his bed and sighed. It was two
in the morning and he still couldn't get to sleep. And he needed to,
they had a busy day coming up.
And a
meeting with Lance.
Justin
knew that's what was keeping him awake. He couldn't stop thinking
about Lance, and he didn't even know him.
In the
bed next to him, Brandon snored loudly and Justin got up, and shoved
a pillow in his face.
'Or
maybe it's him,' Justin thought.
He knew
it wasn't, though.
"You
look like shit, Justin."
Justin
just glared at Brandon as he sat down next to JC at the breakfast
table.
"Well,
you snore like you're trying to suck up the whole city through your
nostrils," Justin said.
"So it
was you who put the pillow on my head last night," Brandon said,
looking angry.
"Who
else could it have been, smart one?"
"Guys,
just can it. Think you can do that for five minutes?" Chris asked,
rubbing his temples.
"You
okay man?" JC asked. Chris nodded and said, "I just have a killer
headache, and I want silence and peace."
"Take
some Advil or something, if you're going to be grumpy all day,"
Brandon said, biting into his bagel.
"When do
we meet up with Lance again?" Justin asked, wanting to know and
wanting to shut Brandon up.
"Like
any of us know, Justin."
Justin
just gave Brandon a look and turned to JC. "Why are you looking at
me? It's not my week to keep track of our schedule. It's Brandon's."
"Whatever, you're so full of bullshit JC, it's
not my week!"
"It is
too, we talked about it in the limo yesterday. It's your job to find
out about all of our stuff we have this week. God, is it that hard
to understand?"
"I'm
going to lie down," Chris muttered as he got up.
"Feel
better," Justin and Joey said, and then turned their attention back
to JC and Brandon.
"Look,
I'm here because I look better than all of you and everyone loves me
more, not because I'm good at business and all that shit," Brandon
told JC.
"Okay,
well, we, and when I say we, I mean you too, all decided to take
turns handling business, and I'm not going to let us look like
irresponsible little famous kids just because your ego syndrome is
bigger this week than it is most of the time."
"Geez,
sorry I asked," Justin muttered.
"I don't
have an ego syndrome and I don't have to sit here and take this from
you," Brandon said, getting up. "If it really means so goddamn much
to you, then I'll go figure out our stupid schedule, but don't
insult me, because you have no room to talk, Mr.
Spazzy-whiny-I-need-to-see-a-dentist-complex-retard!"
Justin
watched with his mouth open as Brandon stalked away.
"Want me
to monitor my questions by you before I ask them?" Justin asked with
an amused smile.
"Shut
up, Justin."
"How
good does it make you look when your band is twenty minutes late?"
Jerry asked as he leaned in the doorway of Lance's office, looking
at Lance, who was looking slightly nervous.
"Don't
you have to go brown-nose or screw someone right now Jerry?" Lance
asked, glancing at his watch for about the tenth time that minute.
"Sorry,
don't do that anymore, I have the job I want," Jerry said with a
grin.
"You
make me sick."
"So,
where are your golden boys, Lance? I thought they were supposed to
be here at ten and it's now ten twenty-five," Jerry said, glancing
at his watch as he said the time.
"I know
what time it is," Lance told him with annoyance in his voice.
Jerry
grinned that proud, smirk-like grin, and Lance just wanted to rip it
off his face. "Well, it doesn't really show good managing if the
band starts showing up late. Did you even tell them what time the
meeting was, Lance?" Jerry asked.
"They
had it on schedule, Jerry. This meeting was pre-planned."
Jerry
grinned again and Lance almost threw his stapler at him. "I know,
but things and times can get changed, Lance."
Lance
looked at Jerry in confusion before realization dawned on his face.
"You didn't change the schedule, did you?"
"I wish,
but no, I just said that to piss you off."
"Get out
of my office, Jerry. If you're not here to give me something or pick
something up from me, then get out," Lance said, moving over to the
door to shut it.
"Okay,
if I see your boys, I'll make sure to tell them where to go," Jerry
said, stepping out of the doorway.
"Yeah,
I'm sure you will," Lance muttered as the door clicked shut.
Justin
glanced at his watch as he practically ran up the stairs leading to
the doors of Jive Records.
"Shit,
shit, shit," he said as he looked at his watch and saw that it was
11:30. He opened the doors, and he knew he looked weird in his blue
jeans, yellow windbreaker and sneakers running through a nice
building with nicely dressed people, but he didn't care.
He
hurried to the elevator, and then he realized that he didn't know
what floor Lance was even on. He turned and looked around before he
found the receptionist's desk, and he hurried over, pushing the
approaching man out of the way.
"What
floor is Lance Bass on?" he asked. She gave Justin a dirty look and
said, "Third."
Justin
nodded his thanks and hurried to the elevator, holding his arm out
to stop it right before it closed and stepping in, hitting the third
floor button.
"Justin?" someone asked, and Justin realized
there was someone else in the elevator with him. He turned to see
who it was, and groaned inwardly when he saw Jerry.
"Hello
again," Justin said politely, silently hurrying the elevator along.
"Why are
you here?" Jerry asked.
"I'm
here to see Lance, because you know, we had a meeting and, well it's
really not your business, because you're not our manager, so this is
where I get off," Justin said as the elevator stopped and he walked
out. Jerry followed him.
"You
know it's not a good image for you or him if your band starts
showing up late for meetings," Jerry said, and then he took in that
Justin was the only one there. "Where's everyone else?" Jerry asked,
but Justin ignored him and looked at all the office doors, searching
for one that said 'Lance Bass' on it.
"Can I
help you sir?" a redheaded girl chewing bubblegum asked as Justin
came into a place with a lot of cubicles after turning out of the
hallway.
"Lance
Bass' office, where is that?" Justin asked.
"Right
over there, hon," the woman said, pointing off to her right. Justin
nodded his thanks and walked over towards Lance's office, noticing
that Jerry was still following him.
Justin
knocked and he heard a muffled voice ask, "Who is it?"
"Um,
it's Justin, from *NSync," Justin said, feeling really stupid as he
said the last part.
The door
opened and Lance smiled at Justin. "Come in," he said, noticing
Jerry behind Justin. Justin entered Lance's office, and Lance shut
the door.
"I'm so
sorry that we didn't show up for the meeting. It's just that we all
basically suck at keeping track of business and all of that stuff,
so we take turns keeping track, and it was Brandon's week, and when
he finally decided to go look up what time our meeting was, it was
already eleven o'clock, and JC wanted to call and reschedule, but I
said that I'd come and work it out with you, so here I am," Justin
said with, taking a deep breath afterwards.
Lance
just smiled and said, "That's fine, I just wanted to go over some
basics for the new album and that was about it. It's really no big
deal, so don't worry about it. Don't start thinking that it's okay
to miss meeting, though, because it's not, I'm just not going to go
all red-faced and start yelling at you, because everyone makes
mistakes," Lance said with a smile.
"Well, I
guess if there's nothing you needed to tell us that was really
important, I'll just go back to the hotel," Justin said, and he
hoped he didn't sound disappointed, even though he was.
Lance
was quiet for a moment and Justin turned to leave, but Lance stopped
him. "I'm about to go on my lunch break. Have you had lunch yet?"
Lance asked. Justin shook his head. "Well, do you want to come with
me?"
Justin
smiled and nodded. "Besides, I bet you fancy managers know all sorts
of expensive places to eat."
"Yeah,
and big shot celebrities only go to Burger King," Lance said as they
left his office and walked towards the elevator, passing Jerry's
office on the way. He watched them go with a scowl, but neither of
them noticed.
"Well,
Arby's and McDonald's too. McDonald's is very instrumental in our
breakfast needs," Justin said as they got to the elevator. They were
quiet until they got to the parking lot and Lance pulled out his
keys from his pocked, and pushed a little button on his automatic
car control.
Justin
saw the headlights of a black BMW flash and his jaw dropped open.
"Man, you have a -nice- car!" he exclaimed. Lance laughed. "It's my
aunt's car, she lives around here, and I drive it to work because if
I came in my jeep that wouldn't look very professional, and my hair
would get all messed up," he said with a grin.
"Does
anyone else know this?" Justin asked with a grin. "Nope." Justin
laughed. "Smooth, man."
"So,
tell me about, like, what you did as a child and stuff like that,"
Justin said as they sat in a booth at the restaurant Lance had taken
them to, waiting for their food.
"Well, I
grew up in Mississippi. Not the most exciting place in the world,
but it's fun. Everyone's really nice there. I wanted to be an
astronaut when I was a kid, and then I was into singing for a
while."
"No
kidding?"
"Nope, I
even got offered a chance to sing with "The Mississippi Show
Stoppers", but I turned them down, because that's when I was really
getting into managing."
"The
who?" Justin asked.
"The
Mississippi Show Stoppers. They're not famous or anything, but it
would've been fun."
"So,
what else did you do?"
Lance
looked down at his hands and then took a drink of water from his
glass. "Uh, I used to dress up as this big dog and go around and
entertain little kids."
Justin
started laughing. "You're kidding, right? Did the dog have a name?"
Lance
looked away, his face red. "Poo-foo," Lance muttered.
"Poo-foo? Are you serious? That's awful,"
Justin said, laughing even harder.
"What
about you? What did you do growing up?" Lance asked, changing the
subject.
"Well,
I've always been into entertaining people, and I started out really
early. I was on that show, the remake of the Mickey Mouse Club for a
couple of years with JC, and Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera, and
Keri Russell. After that, I met Chris, who was forming a band, I
asked JC and Joey came along, and then we needed to find a bass
singer, and I was going to ask my vocal trainer if he knew anyone,
but we heard Brandon singing at a club the night before I was going
to make the call, and he joined us."
"Who was
your vocal trainer back then?"
"Mark
Stewart," Justin said. Lance looked at him with wide eyes. "No way.
Back when I was into singing, I had a vocal trainer and that was
him."
"Really?
Wow, that's weird," Justin said as a waitress came and brought them
their food.
"So, how
long have you guys all been together?" Lance asked. "You mean the
group? We got together in 1995, so almost five years. Wow, has it
really been that long?" Justin asked himself.
"Well,
you guys sure have come a long way since then."
"Yeah,
we have, haven't we?"
Lance
smiled and nodded.
They
spent the rest of the meal talking about their general interests,
and both were sad when the waitress came and gave them the check.
Lance
pulled out his wallet and placed two twenties on the table. "I can
pay for my food," Justin said.
"It's
okay, this was on me."
"Okay,
but next time we go out to eat, I'm paying," Justin said.
"You
want there to be a next time?" Lance asked. Justin blushed and said,
"Well, I mean, if we ever go out again...if you want to...I mean-"
"I'd love to eat out with you again," Lance said, giving Justin the
smile that made him weak in the knees.
"Okay,
then maybe I'll swing by your office sometime, if I'm ever feeling
hungry," Justin said, grinning.
"And
maybe I'll be hungry myself."
Lance
stopped in front of Justin's hotel and pulled over to the sidewalk
to let Justin out.
"Thanks
for lunch Lance, I had a really fun time," Justin said.
"I did
too. And, you're welcome."
"Okay,
well, I'll see you later then?"
Lance
nodded and Justin got out of the car, waving to Lance as he drove
away.
Justin
walked to his hotel room in a daze, feeling like a little school
girl who had just been given a smile by her biggest crush. Justin
knew that there was no way that Lance could be gay, and he knew that
he shouldn't even start to develop feelings for him, but Justin knew
that if he spent another afternoon like the one he had just spent
with Lance, he'd start liking him more than a friend. And a manager.
"No, I
can't like him, he's a manager, he's a manager," Justin said to
himself as he pulled out his room key and unlocked his door. Brandon
was sitting on his bed watching TV and Justin hoped he would just
leave him alone.
"Long
time to be gone at a meeting," Brandon said, his eyes never leaving
the TV.
"Yeah,
well, there was a lot to talk about," Justin said, knowing it wasn't
a lie. There -had- been a lot to talk about.
Brandon
looked over at Justin. "Did you tell him about you?"
"What do
you mean? That I'm not into girls? Why should it matter to him?"
Justin asked.
"Because, he's our manager, and if you get
caught giving head to some guy, he's gonna need to know what to tell
the press."
"Why
does this suddenly interest you so much?" Justin asked.
"Because
someone called here just before you came in. It was Lance, and he
said you left your sunglasses in his car on the way back from
lunch."
"Care to
explain that, Justin?"
"Fine, I
went to lunch with Lance, that doesn't mean anything," Justin said,
moving over to his bed and sitting down.
"It
means everything, Justin. Are you going to start pining over him?
Are you going to fall head over heels and profess your undying love?
Does he even swing your way?"
"Look,
it was just an innocent thing as friends, Brandon. I apologized for
us not making the meeting and he invited me to lunch. I said yes,
and that's it. There's nothing more to it," Justin said, hoping at
least Brandon believed his lie, because he sure didn't.
"Good,
because for a minute there, I thought you had a crush on him or
something."
"Wow,
for a minute there, you actually cared," Justin said sarcastically.
"Yeah.
Wow."
Lance
smiled at Lacy, the secretary on his floor as he made his way back
to his office. He figured if he saw anyone he'd just give them a
smile, he was in such a good mood.
And as
good as he felt, he was also terrified. He wasn't stupid, he knew
how things worked, how they were supposed to be, and he that he
-wasn't- supposed to have more than friendship feelings for Justin.
Getting involved with Justin was wrong because he was Justin's
manager. How would that look, a manager and the managed, together
like that?
'Besides, he's not even gay, he has millions of
girls influencing him,' Lance told himself as he entered his office.
"Have a
nice lunch?" a voice asked, making Lance jump.
"God!
Don't do that!"
"My
name's Jerry, but if you insist on calling me God, then-"
"What do
you want?" Lance asked, interrupting him.
"Oh, you
know, the usual... a bill here, a check there, and lunch with a
client..."
"So
that's what you want. Well, there's nothing to tell Jerry, so why
don't you go waste someone else's time?" Lance asked as he grabbed a
manilla folder from the top of his file cabinet and went to his
desk, opening the file.
"What's
that?"
"Business that is not yours. Look, I have
actual work to do, could you please leave?"
Jerry
gave Lance a scowl. "Fine, but something's up with you, and I'm
gonna find out what. You don't just take clients out to lunch when
you barely know them. I'll figure it all out soon enough."
Lance
watched Jerry go and stuck his tongue out as soon as the door
closed. And for some reason, the gesture reminded him of something
Justin would do.
"So, was
Lance pissed?" Chris asked as he came and joined Justin by the side
of the pool. JC and Joey followed and they all sat around Justin,
waiting to see what he said.
"Nah, he
was totally cool about it. He didn't even care, he just said don't
make it a habit."
"Then
what took you so long?"
Justin
looked over at Joey, wishing he hadn't asked the question. Justin
decided though, that he loved these guys a lot more than Brandon,
and if Brandon knew the semi truth, they should know the whole
truth.
"He
asked me to lunch because he was just about to leave when I got
there. Yes, I enjoyed, yes, I think I like him like that, and no,
I'm don't know if he's gay. Anymore questions?"
Everyone
was quiet for a moment before Chris spoke up. "Wow, sounds cool. You
two would make a cute couple."
"What?
You mean you're cool with it if I get involved with our -manager-!"
Justin asked incredulously.
"Justin,
we're your friends and we love you, and we support any decision you
make," JC said.
"It's
just that Brandon said-"
"And you
listened to Brandon? How does he know anyway?" Joey asked, knowing
that Justin wouldn't tell Brandon something like this before the
rest of them.
"Lance
called up my hotel room, because I left my sunglasses in his car. I
wasn't in the room yet, so Brandon took the call. I lied and said it
was an innocent lunch, so if you guys wouldn't mention the fact that
I really do like Lance, then..." Justin trailed off.
"Like we
would," Chris said with a smile.
"So, are
you going to tell him how you feel?" Joey asked.
"Well,
first, I have to make sure he's, you know, gay. And even if he is,
he might not be interested. I want to make sure of everything before
I try something. I mean, during lunch today, we just talked about
everything. I feel like I know him so well now, ya know? Like an
instant connection, and I don't wanna mess that up," Justin said.
"Sounds
like Curly's in love," JC said with a smile.
"No,
like. I'm just in like, for now."
"So, did
you get any dirt on him?" Joey asked with a sly smile. Justin
grinned. "You wanna know what one of his old jobs was?"
"He was
a dog named Poo-foo."
Lance
tapped his thumbs on the steering wheel of the car as the song on
the radio played. He was on the freeway, and the traffic wasn't
moving. Looking at the clock in his car, he saw that it was almost
seven o'clock. He sighed as he waited for the car in front of him to
start moving.
"Okay,
lots of requests for this song, I guess it has something to do with
their legal problems or something. Here's *NSync, with "God Must
Have Spent A Little More Time On You", right here on Star 94.7"
Lance
glanced at his radio as the opened chords for the song started, and
noticed as Justin's vocals filled the car, that his glasses were
still sitting on the passenger seat. The traffic started moving and
Lance got off at the next exit, heading for Justin's hotel.
"You're
love is like a river, peaceful and deep..." Lance sang as he drove.
He was having one of his moments, one of the moments where he wished
that he hadn't given up singing. Maybe he could've gotten somewhere
if he hadn't. That, and hearing Justin's voice was depressing Lance,
so he changed the station.
"How sad
is that? A manager that sings along to the songs of his band," Lance
said to himself as he pulled up into the parking lot of the hotel.
He walked into the entrance and went up to the front desk. He
considered asking for Justin's room number, so he could see Justin
himself, but thought that just leaving the glasses would be better.
'No,
just easier,' his mind told him.
"Yes,
hi, I'd like to leave these for Justin Timberlake," Lance said,
handing the sunglasses to the receptionist.
"Let's
see, Timberlake, Timberlake, Timberlake... nope, sorry, no Justin
Timberlake listed here," she said, looking down the list.
"No?
Oh... he's probably under another name so people won't know where to
find him. Uh, I'm the manager for the band *NSync, and they're
staying here, most likely under a false name, and I just need to get
these to Justin," Lance said.
The lady
looked at him for a moment before saying, "Nice try, but you're too
young to be a manager for a group like them. Now get out, you're
wasting my time."
"But-"
"Now,
before I call security."
Lance
sighed and walked out of the building, heading back to his car. He
wasn't looking, and bumped into someone, knocking himself over.
"I'm so
sorry," a voice from above him said as the person helped Lance up.
"Justin?" Lance asked, seeing who it was.
"Lance!
What are you doing here?" Justin asked, his face breaking out into a
grin.
"I came
to return your sunglasses, but the lady at the front desk didn't
believe that I was your manager," Lance said with a laugh, handing
Justin his glasses.
"Thanks,
but you didn't have to come all the way out here just to give me
these," Justin told him as he took the glasses from Lance, their
hands brushing briefly before they both pulled them back.
"I
wanted to," Lance said, smiling shyly. No one said anything, and
Lance decided he was about to say good-bye, when Justin asked, "Are
you dating anyone?"
Lance
looked at Justin oddly for a moment, wondering why it would matter
to him. Deciding Justin was just curious, Lance answered, "No, my
last boyfriend dumped me for a gymnast who was sure he was going to
be in the Olympics. Not sure if that happened or not," Lance said.
"So...
you're gay?" Justin asked in disbelief. He couldn't believe it. This
was too good to be true.
"Yeah.
That doesn't bother you, does it?" Lance asked, suddenly worried
Justin would be totally disgusted with him.
"No,"
Justin said with a smile. "It doesn't."
They
looked at each other for a long time, and Lance was trying to read
Justin's eyes. What was there? Was it... want? Did Justin want him?
Justin
leaned forward, and Lance tried to say something. "Justin-"
"Shh,
don't say anything," Justin whispered.
"We
can't do this," Lance said with a smile as Justin's lips met his. It
was a gentle, short kiss, and they both broke away at the same time.
"I
wanted to do that all day," Justin said with a smile.
"Me
too," Lance told him, smiling back.
"Come
here," Justin said, grabbing Lance's hand in his own and pulling him
towards the front office. He opened the door and released Lance's
hand, only to put his arm around Lance's shoulders.
"Mr.
Timberlake, can I get you anything?" the lady asked nervously.
"Nope,
just wanted to introduce you to my manager, Lance Bass."
The look
on her face was priceless.
Justin
and Lance went back to Lance's car in a fit of giggles. "Did you see
her face? Oh my god, did you see it?" Justin asked, still laughing
as they approached Lance's car.
Lance
nodded with a chuckle. Suddenly, though, he walked over to the
passenger side of the car and stood up as straight as he could,
putting one hand behind his back. "Where to, Mr. Timberlake?" Lance
asked, trying to impersonate a British accent and opening the door.
Justin grinned and said, "Surprise me."
Lance
held out his hand, grinning, and Justin let Lance to help him into
the car. Lance shut the door and hurriedly got in, starting up the
car and backing out of the parking lot.
"I have
an idea. I want to see your place," Justin said.
"My
place? Why would you want to do that?" Lance asked. Justin put his
hand on Lance's thigh. "Now that we're dating I think that I need to
see what the place you live in looks like," Justin said with a
laugh.
"Yeah,
about that... Justin, I think we need to define what 'dating'
means," Lance said.
"Well,
it's what two people do when they like each other, and-"
"You
know what I mean, Justin. I just barely found out you were gay -and-
that you liked me. And I like you, too, I do. That's why we need to
talk about this. I want us to take it slow, so that it's not screwed
up. That we do things right, because I really want this chance with
you."
"Well,
it's kinda the same for me too. I didn't know you were gay until you
told me you used to have a boyfriend," Justin said, getting
defensive.
"Justin,
I'm not yelling at you, I'm just saying I want to do this right. I
just want to take it slow. Is that okay?" Lance asked, putting his
hand on top of Justin's and moving it off his thigh, entwining their
fingers instead.
"Yeah, I
don't wanna mess this up either. But... can I still call you my
boyfriend? Can I still say we're dating?"
Lance
smiled. "I am, and we are."
"Crunk!"
Justin exclaimed with a smile.
"What?"
Lance asked with a laugh.
Suddenly, Justin's face lost all humor and
happiness as he looked at Lance seriously and said. "Lance, you're
my manager. Do they allow, you know, us dating?" All day, Lance had
been telling himself that he couldn't get involved with Justin
because of that very reason, but when they had kissed, it had been
the last thing on his mind. Now it all came back, hitting him full
force.
"No,
technically, I can't date you because you're my "client", and that's
not allowed."
"So,
what do we do?" Justin asked, and Lance could hear the fear in his
voice. "Don't worry," Lance said giving Justin a small smile and
squeezing his hand. "They don't have to know about it."
"You
mean, like, keep it a secret?" Justin asked.
Lance
nodded. "If you're not comfortable with that, then-"
"No! No,
it's fine, I mean, we couldn't exactly go public anyway," Justin
said, smiling.
"So, you
still want to see my apartment?" Lance asked.
"Yeah!"
Justin said and Lance laughed at how much he sounded like an excited
little kid.
"You
live in -these-!" Justin exclaimed, looking at the large apartment
building.
"Yep,"
Lance said as he pulled into his parking spot. "Man, are you like
rolling the dough or something?"
"I wish,
but no. It looks a lot nicer than it really is."
They
walked in and Lance waved to the doorman before taking Justin's hand
in his own and heading to the elevator.
"No one
will see us here?" Justin asked, looking around.
"Stop
worrying and just hold my hand," Lance said and Justin grinned.
"Well...
if you insist."
They
stepped into the elevator and Justin asked, "What floor are you on?"
"Fifth,"
Lance said, reaching out to hit the button, but Justin stopped him.
"Let me, I need to get used to it."
Justin
hit the 'five' button and elevator music started to play as they
went up.
"Oh,
you've got to be kidding me," Justin said, and they both started
laughing.
"You
should hear it on Sunday. It's organ church music. It's pretty
awful."
The
elevator stopped, and Justin and Lance got exited in a fit of
giggles. Lance stopped in front of a door and Justin looked up at
the number.
"Okay,
you're in apartment number 512. Now I know where to come and bother
you at all hours of the day and night!" Justin told him with a
gleeful look as Lance opened the door and they went inside.
"Wow,"
Justin said as he looked around. The walls and carpet were all
white, and there was a large glass table by a maroon couch and
chair, and a decently sized television. Shelves were all around,
holding little porcelain trinkets and pictures of what Justin
guessed were Lance's family and friends. Off to the left of the
couches was the kitchen with a counter that had three stools behind
it. The sink was in the center of the counter and the stove, which
was off the other side with some cabinets. The refrigerator was
across from the sink on the other side of the room. Off to Justin's
right were two doors, both open. One was the bathroom, and Justin
went into it, looking at the blue and green tiled floor and baby
blue walls. There was a large sink imbedded in a marble counter, and
drawers and cabinets beneath it. The large mirror above the sink ran
all the way until the counter ended. The toilet was right by it, and
after that there was the bath and shower.
Justin
whistled lowly as he came out of the bathroom. "Man, nice place."
"Thanks," Lance said as he put his keys on the
kitchen counter and opened up his fridge. "Want anything to eat?
Drink? Both?" Lance asked.
"Nah, I
already had dinner with the guys. We ordered Pizza," Justin said as
he looked into Lance's bedroom.
He had a
large window at the end of it, and there was a desk right to the
side of the window. The bed was positioned vertically in the center
of the room, and there was a mirror attached to a dresser right
across from the bed. Justin walked in and looked over to see what
was on the other side of the room, and saw that it was a large
closet.
Justin
nodded his approval, and went back out and sat on the couch.
"Like
it?" Lance asked, sitting down with a sandwich in his hand.
Justin
nodded and said, "I can't believe someone like you, who has a place
like this, is eating a peanut butter sandwich."
"I wont
tell if you wont," Lance said as he took another bite of his
sandwich. Justin watched him eat, and after Lance noticed that was
-all- Justin was doing, he said, "You can turn on the TV or
something, you don't have to watch me eat."
Justin
smiled. "This is entertainment enough." Lance took another bite of
his sandwich, and watched Justin watch him. "All right, that's just
unnerving, so stop it!" Lance said with a laugh.
Justin
just smiled at Lance and said, "You have some peanut butter on your
face."
"Where?
Here?" Lance asked, feeling his face to see where it was. "No,
Lance... now you're just smearing it... here, let me," Justin said
as he took Lance's face in his hands. Their eyes locked and they
looked at each other for a moment, before Justin leaned forward and
licked the peanut butter off Lance's face.
"There,"
he whispered. "It's gone."
Lance
placed his sandwich down on the table and pulled Justin to him,
kissing him hungrily, leaning back, brining Justin on top of him.
"I
though we were going to take this slow," Justin said between kissed.
"We are,
but making out isn't a slow process," Lance said. Justin grinned.
"Oh,
well then by all means, please proceed."
"Yes JC,
I can read a goddamn clock, I know what time it is," Brandon said
into the phone.
"No, I
don't know where he went... Yes, I know I should care, but I
don't.... He can take care of himself... Eighteen is old enough to
be out doing whatever. Look, I know you take this 'daddy' role
seriously, but please, spare me... I don't care if you hang up on
me, JC, it's still not going to help you find Justin... hello? JC?
Wow, he actually hung up on me. Didn't think he would," Brandon
said, turning back to his magazine.
"Damn
him!" JC exclaimed from his room down one floor, looking evilly at
the phone.
"Calm
down, I'm sure Justin's fine," Chris said.
"Nobody's seen him since seven o'clock! It's
midnight, where could he have gone?" JC asked.
"Did you
try Lance's? You know how he has that thing for Lance, maybe he's
with him," Joey said.
"I tried
the office, but he had already left, and I don't know his home
number," JC told Joey.
"Did you
try the operator or the phone book? How many Lance Basses can there
be?" Chris asked.
The room
was quiet, and suddenly the phone rang, making everyone jump.
"What?"
JC asked irritably on the phone.
"Sorry,
I can call back," Justin said.
"Justin!
Where the -hell- have you been?" JC asked angrily.
"Sorry,
sorry, I know I should've told you where I was going, but I didn't
really know, and I was going to call you, but I got... distracted,
and I'm sorry, but I'm on my way back right now," Justin said.
"Where
are you? Who are you with?"
"I'm
sorry, the battery on this phone is going dead. I'll talk to you
when I get back," Justin said, hanging up Lance's cell phone.
"The
battery isn't dead, I just recharged it," Lance said, looking at
Justin.
"I know,
I just like messing with JC," Justin said with a grin.
Lance
just laughed and shook his head.
They
arrived at Justin's hotel sooner than they both had wanted too, and
Lance locked Justin's door, hurrying out and running around the car
to open the door for Justin.
"Hey,
always start what you finish," Lance said, smiling at Justin.
"I'll
remember that next time we're making out," Justin told him.
"See you
later?"
"See you
-tomorrow-," Justin said, pulling Lance into a kiss.
"Bye."
"Bye,"
Justin waved to Lance as he watched him drive away. As soon as
Lance's car was out of sight, Justin turned and headed for JC's
room.
He
didn't see Brandon, watching him from the balcony above.
"JC?"
"What?"
"Have
you ever... you know, known something about someone that could...
say, ruin them?"
JC
looked down from his magazine at Brandon. They were sitting by the
pool in long layout chairs, while Justin, Joey, and Chris played
around in the pool.
"What do
you mean? You got something on me that's gonna ruin me?"
"No!
God, it was hypothetical," Brandon muttered.
"Wow,
big words," JC said, grinning.
"I'm not
kidding! What would you do if you knew something about someone? What
would you do if you hated that person?"
JC put
his magazine down in his lap. "You're really serious about this?" he
asked.
"Would I
ask you if I wasn't?"
"Okay,
calm down. I don't know why you're asking me potential disastrous
questions, but if I knew something about someone that I didn't
like... I don't know, I'd probably let them know I knew and tell
them their secret's safe with me. I'm not into blackmail."
"Well,
you're not me. Thanks JC, I knew you could actually pull off the
father figure talks every now and then," Brandon said, getting up.
JC just
gave Brandon a look and turned back to his magazine. Brandon walked
back to his hotel room in thought.
'They
kissed, I saw it, and I could blackmail them both. I could get
everything I want out of Justin, get Lance to give me my solos, I
could do anything. But the problem with blackmail is, eventually,
it's back fires or stops working. They could just break up and then
what would I have as proof? Besides, they could just lie to the
media, and all the other guys would back them up. No, I gotta do
something that's to my advantage. Something that will actually
work.'
Brandon
looked back and he could still see the pool, and see Justin standing
on the edge, grinning as Joey tried to grab him, and Justin back up
just a little bit each time, out of Joey's reach.
'God,
look at him. So happy, so carefree, so goddamn fine with everything
in his life, just because he's got some fuck toy now. Well, I'll
wipe that smile off your face so fast, Justin, you won't remember
what it felt like to even smile to begin with.'
Laughing, Justin was pulled into the pool by
Joey, with Chris' help.
'Just
wait. Just you wait.'
Lance
stared at his computer screen. He was trying to get some work done,
but he just couldn't concentrate. He was too excited. Justin was
coming by and they were going out for lunch again. That, and the
fact that his secretary, Lucy, had two tickets to 'The Phantom of
the Opera', and since her husband had gotten sick, she didn't want
them and had given them to Lance. He had made dinner reservations at
a really fancy French restaurant, so they could eat and then go to
the show. Lance just hoped Justin could go.
There
was a knock at Lance's office door, and he smiled. "Come in."
The
smile disappeared when Lance saw that it was Jerry, not Justin.
"What do you want?" Lance asked, irritated. Jerry had been bothering
him more than usual lately, and Lance had a feeling it had something
to do with Justin.
"Hope
you didn't have any lunch plans, the three o'clock meeting's been
moved up to noon." Jerry said, and Lance could tell he was enjoying
it.
"What?
Well, I won't be able to make it, I have plans."
"With
who?" Jerry asked with a smirk.
"Me,"
Justin said, pushing past Jerry to enter the room. Lance smiled the
moment he saw Justin, in what looked like his rehearsal clothes.
"Well,
sorry you wasted your time... Brandon, was it?" Lance glared at
Jerry, knowing he had done that on purpose.
"No,
Justin. Why did I waste my time?" Justin said, trying to sound
pleasant.
"Because
our meeting was supposed to be at three and they moved it up to
noon. I don't know how long I'll be," Lance said, feeling even worse
when he saw the look of disappointment on Justin's face.
"That's
okay, I'll wait here for you," Justin said, moving over to one of
the chairs in front of Lance's desk and sitting down.
"What?
You can't do that," Jerry said.
"Get
out, Jerry, I'll see you at the meeting," Lance said. Jerry glared
at Lance and left his office.
"You
don't have anything today? You really want to wait?" Lance asked.
Justin smiled and nodded. "You're worth it."
"Aww,
you're sweet," Lance said, leaning over his desk to kiss Justin, who
met him halfway.
The
pulled away and smiled at each other. "Are you busy tomorrow night?"
Lance asked.
"No,
why?"
"Well, I
have reservations at this restaurant and then two tickets to 'The
Phantom of the Opera', but if you don't want to go, I understand
and-"
"I'd
love to," Justin said, cutting Lance off. Lance smiled. "Okay, well,
it's a date then."
"I can't
wait," Justin told Lance as they kissed again.
Lance
pulled away with a frustrated moan. "I have to go, I'll try and
hurry. I'm so sorry about this whole thing, I swear, Jerry did this
on purpose," Lance said.
"You two
don't get along well, do you?"
Lance
laughed. "Oh no, Jerry and I are the best of friends."
"Yeah, I
can see that," Justin said with a smile.
"See you
later," Lance told Justin, going over and giving him one last kiss.
Justin
waved as Lance left the office, and then turned to look around the
office, trying to find something to do.
Lance
looked at his watch with a groan as he hurried back to his office.
It was 1:30, Justin had been waiting almost two hours for him.
Lance
walked into his office, already starting his sentence. "Justin, I'm
so sorry, I tried to get out as fast as I... could." Lance looked
around his office, stunned. Everything had been rearranged, and
Justin was sitting at Lance's now cleared off desk with a bunch of
Chinese food boxes on it.
"I hope
you don't mind about me moving everything around, because I was
sitting at your desk, and I noticed that the sun from your window
made it hard to see the screen, even with the blinds closed, so I
moved it into a position where the sun wouldn't hit it, and then
your plants weren't getting enough sun, and I hit my knee on the
file cabinet more than once coming in and out of here, so I moved
that too, and then I went and got us lunch. If you don't like it,
I'll move it all back," Justin said, and Lance noticed how cute he
looked, acting all nervous.
"No,
it's wonderful Justin, thank you so much. I've been meaning to
rearrange everything in here for a while now, and you've done a
great job. And you got food!" Lance said, smiling. He was starving.
"Yeah,
well, I told you that the next meal was on me," Justin told him.
"Yeah..." Lance said with a grin as he opened
up one of the boxes and dipped his finger in the soupy sauce,
running it along Justin's cheek. "You did. And now it is," Lance
whispered, moving to Justin's cheek and licking along the trail he
had made with his finger.
"Damn,
that's good," Justin moaned.
"I
know," Lance said, pulling away. "What place did you go too?"
Justin
rolled his eyes and opened another box, starting to eat. Lance and
Justin ate their meal in silence, just enjoying each other's
company.
"So,
what time will you pick me up for our date?" Justin asked.
"Tomorrow at six."
"So I'll
finally get to see you in something else besides a suit?" Justin
asked with a smile.
"It's an
opera, Justin. Suits required," Lance said.
Justin
sighed dramatically. "I guess I'll just have to wait. Remember, you
owe me a viewing of yourself in normal clothing!"
Lance
laughed. "Okay, I will."
"Justin,
that's like the thousandth time you've looked in the mirror, you're
fine, trust me," JC said.
"No, I
have to look perfect. This isn't perfect. My hair looks lopsided,
it's going everywhere, and the tie is going on straight enough!"
JC
laughed. "Justin, you're worrying too much. Just go, have fun, don't
stay out too late, practice safe sex..." JC couldn't keep going he
was laughing so hard. Justin threw a pillow at him.
"I'm not
gonna have sex with him, not yet anyway."
"Oh, so
you -are- planning on having sex with him then?" JC asked, grinning.
"Shut
up," Justin said with a laugh. "That's my business."
"You
know, you and Lance should just hang out with us, you know? So we
can all get to know Lance a little better."
"Yeah,"
Justin agreed, spraying on his cologne. "But not tonight."
"I know,
you're going on your big, fancy date with the successful twenty year
old business man. Justin's moving up in the world," JC said with
false melancholy.
Justin
chuckled. "Yeah, don't get too jealous. Okay, I guess I look as good
as I can get. I better go, Lance should be here by now. So... don't
wait up, I guess," Justin said, heading for the door.
JC
smiled. "Remember, safe sex."
Justin
rolled his eyes and left, heading for the lobby, where Lance would
meet him. Justin hoped that same receptionist would be working, just
so she could see Lance again.
Justin
was almost to the lobby when someone across the parking lot crossed
his eye. It was Brandon, carrying an ice bucket, looking directly at
Justin. Justin smiled and waved, walking into the lobby, where Lance
was sitting in a chair, waiting.
"Hey,"
Justin said, making sure no one was watching and giving Lance a
quick kiss.
"Ready
to go?" Lance asked, car keys in hand. Justin nodded and they walked
out of the lobby.
"You
look really good in that tux, Justin," Lance said, and Justin
blushed. They got into Lance's car and only as they were driving
away did Justin notice Brandon, still watching him.
"I
called in a reservation two days ago, you've got to be kidding me,"
Lance said, looking at the waiter who was running the entrance to
the restaurant.
"I'm
sorry sir, but you're not listed here."
"The
lady's name was Julie, she took the reservation for me."
The man
nodded and said, "Oh, I'm sorry, but Julie takes down reservations
on a notepad, and some of the reservations were lost when it caught
on fire in the kitchen, I apologize for this, sir. Would you like me
to put you down for tomorrow night?"
"No,"
Lance said, taking Justin by the arm and leaving.
"Wow,
for such a nice place, they sure suck," Justin said, trying to make
Lance feel better. Lance smiled and said, "I'm sorry about this,
Justin. Is there any place you want to go to eat before we get to
the show?"
"McDonalds?" Justin asked with a boyish grin.
"Okay,
McDonald's it is. And do want fries with your happy meal?"
Lance
and Justin walked towards the theater, both just wanting to hold
each other's hand, but not doing so because they were in public.
"This is
odd, there should be a line," Lance said as he got up to the door.
He stopped when he saw a big sign on the door that read:
PERFORMANCE CANCELLED.
"What?"
Lance asked.
There
was a lady at the ticket window who saw Lance and Justin, and she
leaned out so they could hear her. "The show was canceled tonight.
There were some problems with the set, and it has to be repaired.
Your tickets can be refunded," she said. Lance went over and handed
them to her, and she gave him the money for them.
They
walked back to Lance's car and once they got in, Lance sighed. "I'm
so sorry. I mean, this was supposed to be romantic, and it ended up
with us going to McDonald's."
"Hey,"
Justin said, putting his hand on Lance's leg. "The night's not over
yet."
"What is
there to do?" Lance asked.
"Just
drive, I'll tell you where to go."
Lance
gave Justin a strange look, but did as he was told.
"You'll
love this, trust me."
Lance
drove, following Justin's directions, and after a while, there were
fewer buildings and less lights as they went, and then there were no
buildings or lights at all.
"Justin,
did you want to take us out into the middle of nowhere?" Lance
asked.
"Stop
here," Justin said, and Lance stopped the car. Justin reached into
his suit pocket and pulled out a red bandanna. He leaned over and
put it over Lance's eyes, tying it behind his head.
"Why are
you blindfolding me?" Lance asked.
"You'll
see," Justin whispered, getting out of the car and moving over to
Lance's side, opening the door and pulling him out.
"Just
take my hand and walk. Do you trust me?" Justin asked. Lance nodded.
After
about five minutes of walking, Lance couldn't stand the silence
anymore. "Are we there yet?" he asked.
Justin
stopped and said, "Yeah." He moved behind Lance and slipped off the
blindfold.
Lance
looked around him in awe. All around him and Justin they were
surrounded by trees, and they were standing in the middle of a green
clearing. "Justin... how did you know about this place?"
"My
family found it when we were driving around out here one time. I
thought you might like it here. We can lay together and look at the
stars... it'll be romantic," Justin said, rubbing his fingers over
Lance's.
Justin
and Lance didn't know how long they were there, looking up at the
starry sky, lying next to each other, their fingers entwined the
whole time. They didn't care how long it had been. It didn't matter.
"I got
you something," Lance said, breaking the silence.
Justin
looked over at him with an excited grin. "Really. What is it?"
Lance
sat up and reached into the pocket of his pants, pulling out a
small, wrapped box. He handed it to Justin.
Justin
looked at Lance excitedly before he tore off the paper and opened
the small box.
"Oh
Lance..." Justin reached into the box and pulled out a simple,
silver necklace. Justin let it run down his hand, and when the
moonlight hit it just right, it made it glimmer.
Justin
looked up at Lance. "Thank you," he said, surprised that his voice
was only a whisper. Justin handed Lance the necklace and turned
around, so Lance could put it on him. The necklace slid on
perfectly.
"I don't
have anything to give you," Justin said sadly.
"It's
okay, just you here is enough for me," Lance
replied.
Justin
looked at himself for a moment before his eyes fell upon his right
hand. He pulled off the gold ring that had been on his ring finger.
"I got this gold ring when our first album went gold. It's kinda
like my good luck charm. It's yours now," Justin said, grabbing
Lance's hand and sliding the ring on his finger.
Lance
smiled and they kissed, the light of the moon about shining down on
them, making Justin's necklace and Lance's ring shine.
JC
flipped the channels on the TV in his hotel room, not really paying
attention to what was on. He was more eager to hear about how
Justin's date with Lance had gone.
JC had
known Justin for a long time, they had been best friends ever since
their Mickey Mouse Club days, and JC had never seen Justin like
this, acting so different because of another person. Justin could
deny it all he wanted, but JC knew the truth. He loved Lance. If he
didn't, Justin wouldn't act so weird and crazy.
There
was a soft knock on JC's door, and JC knew that Justin was back.
"Come in," he called, turning off the TV. Justin walked in with a
dreamy grin on his face.
"JC, I
think I'm falling in love."
Justin
sat in the recording studio, reflecting on the past couple of months
of his life. One minute, Lou had been their manager, and life had
sucked. The next minute, Lance had become their manager, and life
had never been better. Justin smiled and started fingering the
necklace Lance had given him without realizing it. Justin couldn’t
imagine his life without Lance in it anymore. He didn’t want to.
Lance,
Justin was convinced, was the best thing in his life, right next to
the group. Justin had fallen hard and fast for Lance, and while they
hadn’t actually declared their love for one another yet, Justin knew