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The Untitled
Series: Betrayal by Annie
Justin walked into Chris' hotel room
quickly, joining JC, Joey, and Chris, who were already there.
"Lance not coming?" Chris asked, his eyes never moving the
screen where he and Joey were too involved in Mortal Combat on the
playstation they had hooked up.
"He said he might come, he might not. I think he had some
business stuff to do," Justin said, hoping he didn't sound as
anxious as he thought he had sounded.
"Whatever," Chris mumbled, eyes still glued to the screen.
"Is that all he said?" JC asked, knowing he sounded jealous,
but he couldn't help it. Justin nodded, not trusting his own voice.
If there was one thing he couldn't do, it was lie to JC.
Justin and JC watched for a few minutes as Joey and Chris
battled each other, but the sound of the door opening made them both
look over, knowing who had just entered.
Lance stood in the doorway, the door closing behind him,
looking at Justin, and nothing else. "Damn!" Joey yelled as Chris
beat him once again. Joey turned off the machine and it was then
that he and Chris noticed that Lance had arrived.
JC looked back and forth between Justin and Lance, sensing
that there was a silent something going on between them. Joey and
Chris sensed it too, because they just watched Lance and Justin in
silence.
"Justin... I don't know what to... I mean..." Lance started,
but he couldn't seem to find the words.
"Don't worry about it, it's nothing," Justin said, and JC
noticed that his face turned a little red.
"No... Justin, that was the sweetest thing anyone has ever
done for me. Thank you," Lance said, walking over to Justin and
pulling him into a fierce hug. Justin saw the look on JC's face, and
savored the feel of Lance's arms around him only seconds before he
pulled away.
"You're welcome," Justin said with a small smile.
"Someone care to explain?" Chris asked.
It was as if Lance was just barely noticing the other guys
for the first time, as he looked around the room, his gaze falling
on JC's hurt and confused face.
"Oh, it's just that-"
"Nothing, it was nothing. Don't worry JC, me and Lance aren't
together, I just did something for him. He was just thanking me with
a hug. That's still legal in JC's 'Lance Rule Book' right?" Justin
asked, cutting Lance off.
Joey sensed another fight coming on, and turned to Chris.
"Wanna grab something to eat?" Chris nodded hurriedly and the two
left the room.
"You guys, please..." Lance started, trailing off.
"Just because you're jealous doesn't mean you have to act
like a brat about it," JC said, ignoring Lance.
Lance looked between the two, and not wanting his good mood
to be broken, left the room quietly to let JC and Justin battle out
their feelings on their own. What would him standing there playing
the mute referee do anyway?
"Yeah, that's right JC, I'm jealous of the close relationship
you have with Lance. I mean, I hate seeing you two act all tense
around each other. It just kills me when I see that," Justin
retorted sarcastically.
"You can't even keep your smart ass remarks to yourself long
enough to give the rest of the world time to breathe, can you?
You've already made Chris, Joey, and especially Lance leave the
room!"
"Oh, yeah, that's right, I forgot that arguments only take
one person these days. I'm sorry, you'll have to forgive me for that
one JC!"
"Look, whatever you did to try and swoon Lance into your
arms, it's not going to work. He's only waiting to break your heart
because he can't find the right way to do it!" JC said, voice
raising.
"Did it ever occur to your ego that maybe Lance doesn't like
just you?" Justin asked angrily.
"Oh, so now you think that just because you did something
nice for him that he's suddenly spouting sonnets for you?"
"You know what, I'm not going to fight with you about what I
did, because it meant something to Lance. Something really deep and
personal, and I wont cheapen that by fighting with you."
Justin grabbed his jacket that he had left on Chris' bed, and
headed for the door.
"Where are you going, to cry to Lance?" JC asked bitterly.
"We're done here," was all Justin said in reply before
leaving JC alone in the room.
JC hadn't expected to find Lance by the pool, and especially
not alone, but that's where he was, hugging his knees to his chest
and looking out over the water.
"Hey," JC said, going over and sitting next to Lance.
"Hey," Lance replied with a tired smile.
"Wanna go clubbing with me and Joey?" JC asked.
Lance shook his head. "No, I'm just going to stay here."
They were both quiet for a moment before JC asked, "Do you
still love me?"
Lance looked over at JC in surprise. "Of course I do."
"Then why aren't we together?"
Lance sighed. "Because, I have feelings for Justin, too.
Feelings I didn't realize I had until recently."
JC was shocked that Lance had just come right out and said
it. "Do you love Justin?"
Lance was silent for a moment, as if thinking about his
answer. "If I spend enough time with Justin, knowing he loves me,
and watching him act on that, I could fall in love with him very
easily. But if you're asking me if I'm in love with him this very
moment, no, I'm not."
"So that's why you can't choose. Because it's actually a
choice now," JC said sadly.
"I think it was always an actual choice, JC. And I don't
think it's a fair one I have to make," Lance told the older man, and
JC noticed that he was fingering something around his neck.
"Is that from Justin?" JC asked, already knowing the answer.
Lance just nodded.
"That is what is making you fall in love with him, too? A
chain with a dog tag attached to it?"
Lance looked over at JC sharply and said, "When I was a kid,
my grandfather had a necklace just like this one. I loved it, and
when he died, they buried his necklace with him. I told Justin that
this morning, and he went out and had one made for me. So don't go
knocking it before you hear the story."
Lance looked back out over the water, still fingering the
necklace. "I'm sorry, it's just that when I saw you look at him the
way you did when you came into Chris' room, it made me so crazy. I
want to be the only one you look at like that," JC said quietly.
Lance looked back over at JC and said, "JC, I love you so
much. I'm in deep like with Justin, but I'm in love with you. I just
need to figure out a way to let Justin know that, okay?"
JC smiled, but he noticed that Lance was still holding the
necklace in his hand.
"You promise?" JC asked with a small grin.
Lance grinned back. "Yeah, I promise."
"So you don't wanna go clubbing with us?"
"No, I really do have some business stuff I need to work on,
but I appreciate the invitation. Maybe Justin wants to go," Lance
said, trying to make an effort to let JC know that he and Justin
needed to clear things up between them.
"Maybe," JC said with a forced smile as he got up. Lance
extended his hand up into the air as a gesture for JC to help him
up. JC just grinned and walked towards the exit. "Help yourself up!"
he exclaimed with a laugh, feeling better than he had in weeks.
"You're so mean!" Lance called before JC was out of earshot.
Lance still had his hand in the air, and was about to use it to
bring himself up, when someone grabbed his hand and pulled for him.
"Need a hand?" Justin asked, giving Lance his trademark grin.
"Thanks," Lance said with a smile. "It fits, I was afraid it
wouldn't," Justin said, indicating the necklace dangling from
Lance's neck. "Yeah, it's perfect. Thanks again, Justin. I meant it
when I said that it was the nicest thing anyone has ever done for
me."
Justin felt his face turning red and he looked down at his
feet. "Really, it wasn't a problem, I'm glad you like it."
"I love it," Lance corrected as he pulled Justin into another
hug.
As the car passed the pool, JC watched through the window
The club was loud and filled with noise. JC sat at the bar
and watched as Joey and Chris danced wildly with various women.
He sighed and took another drink of his beer, wishing Chris
and Joey would finish so he could just get back to the hotel and go
to bed.
JC's earlier conversation with Lance kept playing through his
mind.
"I'm in deep like with Justin, but I'm in love with you..."
"You promise?"
"I promise."
JC knew he should've been happy with that, but he wasn't. The
way Lance and JC had looked at each other earlier, and they way they
had held each other in that tight hug by the pool, JC just didn't
believe that Lance's feelings for Justin weren't stronger than he
was saying.
He brought his glass up to his lips to take another drink,
but he realized that it was empty. "Hit me again," he said to the
bartender, who quickly refilled his glass. How many had that been?
Five? Six, maybe...
"Man, you look worse than I feel, so you must feel like
trampled shit," came a voice off to the side of him. JC looked over
and saw a man who looked about twenty-five, with sandy blonde hair,
blue eyes, and really tan skin.
"Why do you care?" JC asked.
"Because you look like you need a friend," the guy replied,
and he sounded sincere.
"I've got two friends over there, the ones getting all the
girls," JC said, pointing to Chris and Joey who had at least ten
girls dancing around them.
"Looks like they don't wanna stop anytime soon, and you look
beat. I was just about to leave, do you want a ride home?" the man
asked.
"I don't even know your name," JC said.
"Bryce, Bryce Jackson. Now do you want a ride?"
"Well, I'm really am beat. Are you sure you don't mind?"
"No, where are you?"
"I'm right here. Where I'm staying is the Marriott a couple
blocks away," JC said with a little giggle, the alcohol starting to
get to him.
"Let me just go tell my friends I'm leaving," JC told Bryce,
getting up and heading over to Chris and Joey.
"Hey guys, I'm heading back now. I got a ride," JC said,
pointing to Bryce.
"Okay, see ya tomorrow!" Joey said, shaking his hips as a
girl danced by.
JC just rolled his eyes and he and Bryce left the club.
Lance groggily opened his eyes, wondering what had woken him
up. He looked at the clock and saw that it was two thirty in the
morning. It was then that he heard voices in the hall, and he knew
that's what had done it.
He got out of bed and walked over to his door, opening it and
rubbing his eyes as light from the hallway flooded the room. Chris
and Joey were giggling, trying to muffle it in their hands, as Joey
tried to make his room key work.
"Where's JC?" Lance asked, and Joey and Chris jumped, not
knowing he was standing there.
"Geez Lance, you scared me half to death! He left the club at
about midnight, and came back here. I'm guessing he's in his room,"
Joey said, finally hearing the click of the door unlocking.
"Well, I'm gonna go check on him," Lance said, not thinking
to ask how JC had gotten home, just worried that he had gotten sick
or something.
"JC?" Lance called quietly, knocking on the door. There was
no answer and Lance looked down, seeing a faint light coming in
through the crack in the door. "JC, are you in here?" Lance called a
little louder. Still no answer. Lance tried the door, and it was
unlocked, so he opened it quietly.
"JC, are you..." Lance started, but he stopped dead, not
believing what he was seeing.
JC was in bed... with another
man.
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