She searched through
the drawer and emerged with a handful of assorted, half melted
birthday candles clutched in her fist. She raised them up
to Wade and said, "These were all that I could find."
Wade looked behind him and saw that the
contents of the drawer were everywhere; on the floor, on the
counter. Something was even peeking out from under the stove. Rags
and hot pads were hanging half out of the drawer and a cookie
cutter was caught on the handle. Wade believed her when she said
those were the only candles she could find and he
laughed.
"Thank you sweetie," he said, picking her up
and setting her on the counter next to him. She giggled and peered
into the various bowls Wade had set out in front of him. "Do you
think Daddy will like it?" she asked, blue eyes looking up at Wade
earnestly.
Wade smiled at her and kissed her forehead. "I
think he's going to love it."
She giggled again and went about arranging her
candles in a line along the counter as Wade continued to mix things
into the bowls, occasionally glancing at the cookbook to make
absolutely sure he was getting everything 100% right. He didn't want
to mess this up.
"Do you think he's going to like my present?"
she asked, deciding her candles would look better in triangle shapes
than just a plain line.
Wade looked over at her and smiled. "I don't
see how he possibly couldn't."
She smiled as if she was pleased with herself
and went back to arranging her candles. "What did you get for
Daddy?"
Wade smiled to himself and said, "It's a
secret."
She looked over at him and gave him a look that
Wade could have sworn was taken right off of Justin's own face when
Justin knew Wade was up to something. She certainly was her father's
daughter. He couldn't help but laugh. "It's a grown up present. It
wouldn't be interesting to you."
"You should draw him a picture. I like
pictures." Deciding triangles were also boring, she began to spell
out her name with the candles.
"I know you
like pictures," he told her with a smile. "You're always looking
through my art books."
She giggled. "Some of those pictures are so
silly, Daddy."
Wade laughed and ruffled her hair. "You'll
appreciate them more when you're older, I promise."
She nodded, like she
didn't really believe Wade, but she'd
humor him anyway. Wade shook his head, amused, and turned back to
his cookbook.
"That's perfect," she said to herself and
straightened out the candle-formed letters, perfectly aligned to
spell out Jade.
"Daddy, is it supposed to be falling to one
side like that?" Jade asked, peering at the cake from her position
on Wade's shoulders.
"Uh... yeah. It's a leaning cake. They're
relatively new, these kinds of cakes, so you've probably never heard
of them. But they're going to be a big hit! Just wait."
Jade closed her eyes and shook her head. "Oh
Daddy, you're not very good at lying, are you?"
Wade looked at her and she challenged his gaze.
He couldn't believe, once again, just how much she looked like
Justin when he was calling Wade on something. Giving in, Wade
laughed. "No. No, I'm really not."
"And Daddy?"
"Yes?"
"We only have 14 candles. Isn't Daddy going to
be 28?"
Wade thought for a minute, before saying,
"Well, we can just say we only used 14 candles because we feel like
Daddy is really 14 years old in spirit."
"But you always say that Daddy acts like a five
year old. Even I'm older than that! So if you wanted to,
you should just put five candles on the cake. And we'll even have
nine left over!"
Wade grinned and kissed Jade's forehead.
"You're so smart."
Jade beamed proudly. "Well thank you, Daddy.
But we could just go buy more candles at the store, too."
"Yeah," Wade said. "That too."
Jade removed her hands from Justin's eyes and
shouted, "Surprise!" with a laugh.
Justin opened his eyes and looked around,
seeing the entire room decorated in streamers and balloons. There
was a big sign that said, "Happy Birthday Daddy!" by the table.
Sitting on the table was their dinner, Justin's present from Jade,
and the lopsided cake.
Justin smiled widely. "Wow. I can't believe you
guys did all this for me. Did you make that sign all by yourself,
Jade?" he asked as he set her down and took a seat at the
table.
She giggled and nodded.
"Hey!" Wade exclaimed, looking mock
angry.
Jade giggled some more and said, "Ok. Daddy
helped too. Just a little."
Justin smiled at Wade and took his hand. "Thank
you."
Wade smiled back. "You're welcome."
"Look Daddy!" Jade exclaimed, showing him the
food. "We made you pasghetti and breadsticks! There's only milk to
drink, though. Daddy did get something bubbly in a big bottle, but
he said that was for later. It's another adult present that I
wouldn't like."
Wade laughed and shook his head. Justin just
smiled. "Adult presents, huh?"
Jade nodded vigorously. "Uh huh. Daddy said
there was lots of adult stuff you two were going to do once I go to
bed. I don't think watching TV or reading a book is really just
adult, though."
Justin burst out laughing and Wade blushed,
reaching for the spaghetti.
After dinner was over, Jade ran into the
kitchen and came back with five of her 14 candles. She got up on her
chair and reached over, placing them carefully on the cake. "We have
five candles on the cake because Daddy always says you're really
five years old,” she told Justin. Then she leaned over and whispered
loudly in Justin's ear, loud enough for Wade to also hear, "And we
only had 14 candles in the drawer."
Justin laughed and smiled at them both. "I
think five candles is perfect. I think you two did way too much for
me."
"Nothing is enough for you," Wade said, kissing
Justin's forehead. He grabbed the pack of matches next to the cake
and lit one, holding it up to the candles until the flame caught on
the wick. He blew the match out once he had lit all five candles and
sat back. "Should we sing to Daddy, Jade?" he asked.
"Yes!" Jade exclaimed excitedly and stood up in
her chair, arms ready as if she was going to lead a chorus. "Ready,
and..." She waved her arms about wildly as she sang Happy Birthday
with Wade. Justin watched them both with a warm and happy smile on
his face. Once they were done, Jade took a bow and Justin
clapped.
"That was the greatest example of song leading
skills that I have ever seen in my life," he said.
Jade grinned at Justin and waited for her piece
of cake. "Naturally."
Justin laughed and looked at his cake, which
was indeed lopsided and had "Happy Birthday Justin" written across
the top in messy, loopy frosting writing. "Sorry the cake is a
little funny, Daddy." Jade said. Justin looked up at Wade and saw
him blush slightly, as if he was embarrassed that it hadn't turned
out perfectly.
Justin squeezed Wade's hand and smiled at Jade.
"It's not funny at all. It's absolutely perfect."
After the cake had been eaten, the table
cleared, and the leftovers stored away in the refrigerator, Jade
grabbed her present off of the table and handed it to
Justin.
"Here, Daddy. Before you two go and open adult
presents, here's mine."
Justin smiled and took it from her, opening it
eagerly. He set the box down, taking off the lid and looking inside.
"Jade!" he exclaimed. "Look!" he held up two
brand new, high quality, top model blue and white tennis shoes.
"I don't have these."
"Which is a shocker," Wade said teasingly, and
Justin gave him a look before turning his attention back to the
shoes. He quickly took of his off and slipped the new one on, trying
it out.
"They fit perfectly," he said. "Thank you,
sweetie. I love them." He gave her a big, tight hug. "But not as
much as I love you."
She smiled and said, "Silly Daddy. I know
that."
Wade and Justin tucked Jade into bed and
offered to read her a story, but she told them she’d be ok without
one. “You still have birthday stuff to do. But Daddy, I have another
present for you." She reached under her pillow and pulled out a
rolled up piece of paper.
"It's a picture.”
Justin un-rolled the picture and saw that Jade
had drawn the three of them, at Justin's party. Justin and Wade were
holding hands, and Justin was wearing his new shoes.
Smiling warmly, Justin leaned down to kiss her
forehead. "Thank you, Jade. I love this too. Do you think I could
frame it and put it up in my room?"
Jade smiled, glad Justin liked the present, and
said, "Well, it's your room Daddy."
Justin laughed and kissed her again. "Good
night, sweetie."
Wade kissed her goodnight also and
then followed Justin out, turning off her light and
shutting her door.
The champagne bottle sat in its bucket, half
empty. Two glasses were next to it, both holding only the tiniest
hint of liquid left. Clothes were strewn about the room in various
places; a pair of pants by the dresser, two shirts next to the
bed.
The sheets rustled softly as they fell down
Wade's back to rest on his waist, almost revealing the small line
leading to lower places. The only sounds that filled the room were
soft moans and gasps for breath.
The dim light cast the lovers in an almost
ethereal glow. Justin's hand slid down Wade's back slowly, as if it
was savoring every single inch of soft skin. Wade moved inside of
Justin slowly, touching his forehead to Justin’s, taking Justin's
free hand in his own and lacing their fingers together.
Their kisses were soft and chaste, their eyes
never leaving one another's gaze. The thin film of sweat covering
their bodies seemed to enhance their glow. They were completely
connected, in every way. It seemed to last forever and at the same
time it was over far too quickly. Wade kissed Justin when he felt
his release, pouring all of his love and devotion into it. Justin's
breath hitched in his throat as he followed Wade into the sweet
after oblivion, holding him close and kissing him sweetly, never
wanting to let him go.
"Thank you," Justin whispered
softly.
Wade smiled down at Justin, love shining in his
eyes. "I love you."
Justin returned the smile. "I love you
too."
Wade leaned over Justin and reached under the
bed, searching around for a moment before finding Justin's
present.
"Here," he said, handing it to him. Justin sat
up and took the box, opening it with a smile. He took out a small
glass figurine of the world, about the size of an orange. Engraved
on it were the words "I Promise".
Justin looked at Wade curiously and Wade
smiled. "It's the world. And I promise... I promise that even if it
takes my entire life, I'll... I will give it to you."
Justin looked at Wade for a long moment, before
looking back at the gift for even longer. When he looked up again,
Wade could see that his eyes were wet. "Don't you know," Justin
whispered softly, "That you've already given me the world and so
much more?"
Wade smiled softly and leaned in, kissing
Justin. Justin returned the kiss and wrapped his arms around Wade,
holding him tightly.
"I love you," Justin said.
"I love you too, Justin Timberlake. Until the
day I die and forever after that."
Justin smiled and kissed Wade again. "And when
I've given you the world," Wade told him, "I'm going to give you the
stars."
"You've already given me those,
too."
They smiled at each other and laced their
fingers together, looking at each other like two people who couldn't
be more in love.
And they kissed, yet again.